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Tuesday, November 23, 2010

My CurrenT FeelinG .. * Sad *+* Complicated *

Haiz.. dunno why everytime I saw you & * someone * chat , i will feel jealous .. my heart like give ppl using a knife and cut apart & is bleeding..
Really hate it .. I HATE tis feeling ! I don't want to feel tis feeling anymore.. but HOW ?

Yesterday , i just know that i can log in 2 ppl's acc by using different broswer . Lolx
Hmm.. 1 is mine acc , another one is ur acc . When I login your acc , I did't think before I will meet something that I don't even want to see .. BUt then atlast , I still saw it.

You know , I don't really hate that girl. I just .. I dunno why everytime when I saw that girl chat wif u .. my mood turns down.. and start no mood.. That's why yesterday I suddenly say ' Ihateyou ' to you .

Really sorry , I don't really want to say that 3 words to you .. u know i love you one.. that's why when I saw u & others girl chat until so fun , i will feel so .. [ u know what i'm going to say one .. ]

But then , another problem is .. I dunno why , I will feel angry & sad when I saw u chat wif that girl .. ONLY HER. Others girl I wont. Maybe becauuse you like her before ? But now u also don't like her d.. riight ? )=

Other than those that i saw at facebook. I also saw her blog .. and i keep repeat read the one that she wrote the post .. for your b'day present . Make me most angry is .. when I saw this part ..

Here is my little ‘present’ for you..
If not you will say ‘ dear where is my present ? ’
This is my 3rd present for you this year.

Especially the second sentence.. 'Dear' <-- =[ i understand that u 2 only frens.. sometimes call like that nothing de. BUt , sorry.. wo ren bu zhu .. and then , i start cry again. T.T

I feel soooo 'fan' . Last night , after you offline , I tell all my feelings to xh . But eventhought i tell my feelings d.. my mood still the same ..

I know last night you no mood d.. [ before you offline ] , and i also know is me that make you no mood , cause i suddenly ' fa pi qi ' > < but i really dunno what to do d.. all i can do is just write all my feeling at here.. hope u will saw it .. u understand can d.. no nid say sorry to me ..