Bye April . Hi May.

Time flies , so fast. Its already May now. 

Happy Labour Day to all. Bet everyone spend their day with family huh ?
Well me , i'm just staying in my house doing the same thing. * you know I know * 

Ah . Suddenly feel wanna scream without any reason. I'm bored on this weekends .

Yesterday I went to Giant with my mum , grandmother & sis . 

After that , we went to get my new spec. 

Oh , I haven mention about that i'm going to change my spec huh.

So , I'm going to change spec , and this is my new spec. 

My " Study Spec " lol . 

I just wear it to school and when I study or maybe i'm going to wear this spec and put my " old spec " aside. 

Everyone says my new spec looks old to me. Really ? HMmm.. 

Larissa asked why I don't wanna change a Black Full Frame Spec ?

Is kinda " hot " right now , but is not suitable for me.

You saw it too , that day I borrow dunno who's Full Frame Spec and wear and is Black. 

I look weird -.- lol . 

Hmmm .. So choosing this spec is not a bad choice right ? :) Teehee. 

Anyway , I like it too. 

Tmr is holiday . Oh great , another day at home. 

Hmmm , at least I can do my tuition homework . Hehe. I haven finish yet :p ! 

Except for that , I guess I have nothing for me to do d. * not included sleep , eat , bath or wadever -.- * 

Life getting more bored and bored after FEBRUARY 25 . Oh -,- I hate that month seriously. 

* Anyone that reads my blog will know what happened. *

我突然有种好复杂的感觉啊！

有情人，我不会感到特别的忧闷。每次上线都有目的的，就是为了找他聊天，不需要有电话信息，省了电话费。

可是现在呢？我每天都上网，也许也是为了看某人是否有上网。可是看了后呢？

我继续的呆下去。呆下…呆下…突然觉得好闷！好累！

可是又不想关掉电脑，也不想离开。

这种感觉好奇怪。到底是为了什么？

晕啊！我就快中暑了！

I'm in a moody mood right now. Urgh , I dun even know why. No reason. 

I always told my friends " My life wont change because of I Lost Him . " 

It would my friend. Is changing right now. Even myself also changing. 

Sometimes I wants him to know that I care him , but its hard you know ?
Sometimes I wants to chat/sms him , without any reason , like last time.
Sometimes I wants to tell him " I'm sorry , can we just get back together ? " .
Sometimes ...  

 How I wish everything was easy like I smack the cake with my hand.
But sorry , is not. Is hard like a metal ball.
How I wish everything was as successful like I pass my Chinese Paper .
But sorry , is not. Stop dreaming. 

Haih . Sometimes I thought I really can settle everything , but not.
I'm such an unsuccessful women. 
Anyway , everything has to go on. Friendship , Love.
Everything has to settle and has to clam down . * the clam down part was saying me. lol *
I hope everything will be fine. Is May right now , hope everything is good unlike those previous month. 
Please ? Thank you.